State of PWX...

[Darin Zion]

Put* I hate my iPhone.

[wrath]

Now big daddy Corey gets to say his final peace because I've just about had it with all this crap. And the knuckleheads that ran this place in the ground can sit and listen or delete it. I don't care.

Darin, you're making shit worse. You should, in no way, ever use a character without their consent. It's as simple as having an authority figure say "They've been stripped of the title.". The guy above that I don't know, sionhan, is totally right. The fact that you even said it, is total crap.

You've all been playing fast and loose with the company I built and I hate it. And yes, I built it. Pariah came up with the letters, but over the course of it's history, I did the majority of it's work. From PWX 1.0 all the way until a couple of months ago...I wrote twenty metric fuck tons of work for this company. The only times it truly thrived, I was handling all the work. PWX 1.0s major boom period, Pariah rested the work on my back. He turned it over to Skelly and Boyd instead, it almost died, I came back and saved it, and then Pariah closed it. PWX 2.0, open to close, I ran that shit while the "fedheads" pretended they were in charge. Re-started this and got fired because I didn't want staffers holding titles when they made promises they wouldn't. Brian brings me back when Pariah steps down to save his ass, and I do. PWX booms better than it ever did. AND THEN YOU IDIOTS FUCKED UP A GOOD THING! This is MY fucking baby. NOT YOURS. The way you all whored it around and beat it like a red headed step child... if it was your baby, you should be locked the fuck up for child abuse.

So please, for the love of god... stop this. Stop working people. Stop trying to angle shit all the time. Stop playing the politics game because you fucking suck at it. Not one of you care about PWX... you just care about your own fucking egos and fake internet glory. I fucking quit because you screwed TJ Codair and Matthew Prince out of the Hybrid title. I didn't quit because of my shit, I quit because all of you having a complete lack of ethics. When people have no ethics and think it's okay to work people and play them and talk shit about them behind their backs... the game gets miserable really fucking fast.

That's why you're fucking closing. And that's why I'm officially not going to be a part of the final show. I was considering it, but fuuuuckk that. I actually have integrity.

[Darin Zion]

I've spent the last four hours thinking about this long and hard. I've literally heard it from all sides so here's what I'll promise:

No I didn't really plan on using your characters without your permission my goal was to show how determined I am to give this fed it's best send off show. Yes bad on my part I can't take it back. I'll own my mistake. Sorry!

And you're right wrath there won't be any politics so here's what I'll guarantee if you dont want booked to wrestle I am not going to force you. Like wise I'm not going to give you guys anything to wrestle in this show. So if your like ojeda and ask for the keys to the car to wrestle sorry, I won't budge. You're right I'm not doing any special favors and if that means I lose your vote of confidence and no show happens then great. But it's your loss ultimately if you don't want to be here for the last show.

If you don't trust my judging: have no fear I can reach out to a couple of contacts. I'll gladly get someone to judge have them send me a Microsoft word document with their writings and forward you their email. That's how determined I am.

If you guys don't want Zion to wrestle in the final show: I've come to terms with that and I'll gladly step aside to let you guys have the show and steal it :-).

But I'm going to stick by the side of anyone that's left to wrestle in this fed. I'm going to assure you no politics will be played. I reached out to guys that I'd never reach out to again to assure you I will do the right thing and if there's a price for it oh well I'm not budging.

This is how a true fed head runs a fed. He sets aside grudges and forgives past mistakes. He gives anyone and everyone a chance. He fairly grades matches and doesn't angle them. He sticks by his faithful. He is willing to sacrifice his own reputation to make sure his fed is the best damned place to be in. Sure I'll make mistakes at reading shit and sure I'll make mistakes and think I know it all and wonder what's going on and make people think I've lied, but here's what I promised pariah two years ago when I opened this place up again:

I promised to bury pwx the right way. I promised to him that I would do right by each and every one of you. I promised to make this enjoyable and if it's not and we close shop and I cut one promo to close the thing down, then you'd better damned believe I'm going to do it. I also promised pariah this place would not be about the staff or any former staff but about you guys. And by God I'm going to hold it to that standard even if it means it dies because of it.

You want to know my commitment to this place: I've lost two jobs over it, I've lost girlfriends over it, and I've sacrificed my character each time. Sure I have accusations and sure I am human but I hope you give PWX this chance and not me. I have nothing to gain by having a final show and honestly it takes away from me learning how to become a teacher of the Word of God. But for you guys you've stood by my side like family for different parts of a separated 10 years. I feel I owe it one bang. If not well, oh well, I'll wash my hands of it and call it good. But what so you think? I want your thoughts!

[Mascara Muerto]

I'm all for being apart of the final show of a Fed that I can say I have enjoyed being in since I was never involved in the politics I was here to have fun and I did. I would like MM to be on the final show but I'd like to know in what way they would be used, might even dust off Nightmare for an appearance as well we'll have to see.

I don't hold anything against anyone, what happens, happens for better or worse. I have been in Feds before from their rise to their fall so this will be nothing new to me and I'd like to see this place get a proper send off.

[Darin Zion]

Thanks mascara you are amazing :-). Also thanks Adam Stryker as well. :-). You are amazing!

[Deleted]

First and foremost it's been a pleasure being in PWX for as long as I have, you've all accepted me in and made me feel welcomed, I appreciate it. I'm all for a one final show but a lot of the things that has happened with my character has made PWX seem like a chore to write for, and that's not fair on me or you. This is all a game, I've done rp's recently and felt they were worthy of winning matches, but writer's I feel they have screwed me over because there more interested in having their close friends as champions.

This isn't something that has come up, I felt this way for a while, in certain story lines my character has been in (I can go into detail privately if you wish)and I've been screwed over or felt it was worthless me roleplaying for match when "This or that shit" happened in said match made my character pointless. So I've lost some passion for PWX, now I've been in the game for over 10 years, and that's it a game. But you should have ethnics about things and be fair to all around, I have always hated when Fedheads and writers become champions, it's simply not right and fair, if your going to be a fedhead or writer then please stay as that, do not have a character the same time, because you won't be fair, it's human nature to always put yourself over in real life or in effedding. So with that said, I'll be all in for a one final show.

Sorry it's a late reply, I've been drinking for ten hours.

[Deleted]

I'm staying for Jason. I want to give him the sendoff he deserves. I'm not staying for you, Darin, or for John, or anyone. i don't know anyone in this place well enough to stay for them. So I'm saying that to say this: If Jason doesn't want to stay, I go too.

As an aside, I was in a place before this that I helped build, that I was responsible for in some way. And when THAT company talked about doing a 1-off, the people who didn't want to be in weren't booked. No one ever used the words "without consent" as a way to book another handler. When they did, they were called on the carpet for it. I almost rescinded my staying because of it. And again, if Aries is out, I'm out too.

[Miss Amber]

I made it clear and I will again.

I am not coming to any show and not defending the world title. The final straw was the "without consent" but there were a few other things too. We need to just let PWX go. By now, there may not be enough to do a final show....and those that do....they honestly want their way or no way. That isn't fair ot Zion or any of the champions that busted asses off for what they have. ANY OF THEM.

[codair]

i can assure ya, the shit I heard, ive got no interest in having anything to do with this. So im passing on it all,

[MissAsherz]

All right. Enough is enough.

Darin is going to make the final call on this. If you said that you were up for doing something for the final show, then that be that. Otherwise just leave well enough alone. Especially if you were 'not supposed to be here' in the first place and are looking to cause stuff. [glares at a certain few.]

If there is a final show I am going to be there for sure. To address Anton's concerns. If you understood the behind the scenes as to why Amber and I took the world and hybrid title in the first place....you would really understand. We got screwed out of a world title tournament and our hybrid champ just up and left. We had no idea what to do. So it wasn't that we wanted the belts...we just didn't know what else to do considering all of that drama was right after the 'Shane' ordeal and before a big ppv.

Now I am done. Leave Darin to his thoughts and you all will find out about it this afternoon/evening.

[Jason Aries]

The truth is quite simple for me I am in for the final two shows but after that I am done I have been here two years seen the ups and the downs but for what PWX has meant to e wrestling I am in.

[Darin Zion]

I invited old talent to put aside grudges and do what's right. To do this for PWX, I won't say anything until the final show is posted. But to those who are committed you guys are why I loved pwx so much. You've done a great job at creating the vision I always saw for pwx. You are awesome!

[Roxxie Roberts]

I wish for my characters, Roxxie Roberts and Kaelyn Divera to be left out of this...

So do not use them against my will.

[Mascara Muerto]

He said he wasn't really going to use characters without our consent. Geez people he has apologized for that and yes it was a bad choice of words but come on this is supposed to be a hobby for fun and a lot of you are acting way too seriously.

I'll say it before any else does yes I don't really know what happened behinds the scenes that lead to this happening but news flash I don't give a flying fuck about what happened behind the scenes I was here to have fun as a hobby not let it affect my life the way it seems to have for some of you that can't just let things go for one final show.

You guys talked about how much you loved this place then because of one mis-choice of words you want nothing to do with the final show of the place you claimed to love so much.

What happened, happened and I could care less what it was that did happened. This place was the first fed I've ever held any gold for any of my wrestlers. That is something that is special to me and I for one am willing to put aside any bad blood if there were any for me to be here for the final shows to see this place off.

Odds are once this place goes down this will be when I call it quits (granted I've retired before but oh well)

Also stating you don't want to defend your title on the last show of a place you claimed to have loved is really fucking selfish. I mean come on when this place shuts down that title won't mean much anymore. I doubt any other feds are going to care that much that you were the last reigning PWX champion, just saying no disrespect to PWX but I've seen it before.

[Darin Zion]

Mascara took the words right out of my mouth! Thank you!